Wow...almost forgot I had a freakin blog. Lol. Life's been hectic what can I say??
So we aren't buying a house anymore. We ran outta time and money..so we r lookin 2 rent. Not easy when u have 3 dogs and one's a pitbull. =/ Can't wait til we find the perfect house 2 rent cuz I am literally goin insane livin out here. This house is wayyyy too small for the 3 of us and 3 dogs. Bad choice on our part. And it's wayyyy too far from all my friends and family. I never see anyone and it's so lonely.
I did start my own business selling custom painted blocks. I've made sum decent $ outta it too!! I bought Rori a crap ton of bday and xmas gifts and still have $ to spare. The orders keep comin. I even had to order more blocks and I had over 500!! Whoa!! =) It's nice to have a lil bit of my own money again. That's another thing that was drivin me insane.
Rori is now 10 months old {on the 29th} & i can hardly believe it! She's almost one and growing too fast. Literally!! She is the size of a 1 yr old according to her dr. Lol. Tall and skinny just like her mama. ;) She is eating so many different foods now, it's fun! She loves grapes. {Skinned, cut up & seedless of course.}
Me and Tom r doin well. We hit a rough patch in August but after every storm there's a rainbow and we've found our rainbow. Poor guy works so hard and goes to school...we don't ever get to see each other. Rori cries when he leaves in the morning and when he gets home at 9:30pm at night she wakes up...right on cue. If he goes to take a shower she gets upset. It's so sad. Can't wait til he doesn't hafta go to school AND work f/t. U know...when we win the lottery! Psh. If any1 deserves it, it's Tom. I have friends that have douchebag baby daddy's and it makes me realize how lucky I am to have Tom. {I think he's pretty lucky to have me too! Puttin up with his grumpiness and taking excellent care of his daughter! ;) } I am no housewife...don't know how many times I can say that lol but I try!
Recently I can't help but feel that Rori is my only friend. And besides Tom, my only family. It's sad when u hafta BEG ur own family members 2 visit u...and they don't wanna participate in Rori's first holidays. Makes me sad. So if Tom came to me tomorrow and said we r movin back to TX i'd say ok. At least Tom's family would b there 4 me. His parents r so kind and accepting of me. TX or England. I'd move to either ina heartbeat...and I'd prolly see my friends and family as much as i do now...never.
Anyways...I know I should focus on the good and i try to every day. It's just lonely and cramped here. Sigh...
